Question...

So, tell me this my fellow blog readers and peeps...how do you deal with life when you know someone intentionally doesn't like you. I have tried the take the higher road route, I have tried to ignore, I have tried to be-friend....I have basically fallen at their feet, always being the first one to start the conversation always being the first to reach out...and I'm so done! I know we are called to be Christ like and that is why I struggle with it so much. But it like literally eats at me so much that my chest hurts and I am nauseous! I don't like the thought of someone not liking me! Or at least those of you that don't like me are really good at faking it when I'm around instead of being flat out rude! Thanks! It literally sends me into a tizzy and a I-want-to-be-dropped-off-in-a-tribe-in-the-middle-of-Africa-and-not-have-to-deal-with-people-like-this-cause-Christ-calls-us-to-love-the-children-anyway-I'm-so-outta-here-type-of-mood! I'm adapting to Lincoln, I'm really am. But I don't adapt well to rude people. And I really Really REALLY miss my friends whose friends I could chill with and we could all have an amazing time together and converse and laugh, like adults! So, back to square one question...how do you deal?